A new passive frog--the Rockstar. My theory on life--I don't go out of my way on a first meeting. And you may say...why? Well, I guess it is a combination of being nervous, a little self awake and shy....and in the same breath...a little self assured. A weird combination. But hey, if I dress in a hot outfit and put tons of makeup on....well, then that is the miss he is going to expect each time. I meet men in my suit. A business pant suit with high heels, a camisole underneath, makeup but not over administer the coup de gr and some nice, fun jewelry. Why? Because that is what they are going to see me in most of the time if we have afternoon or after work dates. What you see is what you get. Why pretend? why stress yourself out?

Of headway, I usually don't show up with a frozen lip and my lips looking all messed up. My girlfriend could not believe that I went on the meeting. I merely shoved him in between my chaos. When I told her about my day and that I went on a meeting, the tears rolled down her face. When I told her about the congregation...she literally was crying. We actually both were because I realized how crazy it was to someone else.

Mr. Rockstar is divorced. I met him on Ashley Madison. He has no kids so undeniably he is like single. He used to be in a rockband....hence the rockstar label. He is into no drama (hahahaha) and no problems. The man is looking for a long term relationship. Okay, so far, everything I am not!!

I called and warned him that I had a frozen lip. He said we could abrogate but I said no lets meet. I tried to put lipstick on....weird..I could see my lip moving when I put the lipstick on but felt nothing. I walked in and he smiled. We went up and got a swig. We were at StarFucks of course. I wasn't really thinking. I love the Pumpkin Latte at Starbucks and they are back for the winter months!! Woooo Hooo...so I had one. Not faultlessly a good choice for a frozen lip girl. You see I was worried about froth being stuck on my lip. not being...

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